What Is Existence?

When I close my eyes,

Everything outside my head

Ceases to exist.

Sex Is Weird

A few posts back, I alluded to the fact that I think sex is "repulsive." I'll try to explain.

I feel like sex is animalistic and primitive as a form of recreation. Aside from procreation, I find it to be quite a bizarre practice. Expelling that much energy into something so messy (for lack of better phraseology) and inefficient seems silly. I often ask myself if the only thing driving us to have sex is our lust for quick pleasures.

I do feel that sex as an act of "love" is understandable.

That said, I can't say I fully understand it. Truly, I think sex outside of love is disgusting. Insulting to the evolution our race has endured.

That's all.

Oh—P.S. - The human "anatomy" is not attractive in the least.

Long Live Apple, Inc.

Most of the Mac haters in the world have little-to-no experience with Mac OS X. Transversely, everyone and their mother has experience with Windows. Thus, when PC haters bash Windows, they actually KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT.

Hipster

It disturbs me these days to see young kids trying to "become" a hipster. Why? It was never meant as a title, but a criticism. A stereotype, if you will. It's no different than calling someone who wears black a goth. It's just assumptive and out of line.

Don't get me wrong... I enjoy the occasional hipster joke.

However, when someone looks at someone with both a sense of style and political conviction, they shouldn't see a group of people. What you may call a "hipster" is indeed an "individual" with their own set of beliefs and values. The goal of these people is to create their own life outside of the mainstream. They desire to be unique. When you lump them into a group and say they are hipsters, of course offense will be taken!

Just don't say it.

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I'M ON A...

A bit of a confession

Somehow, I seem to have become desensitized to the power of pornography. Seriously. Why is it that I'm not bothered by it? If nothing else, it's just revolting. (I happen to find the act of sex repulsive aside from its role in sustaining humanity and the relationships therein.)

Affirmation

The closest a song will ever get to describing me. Posting this as a courtesy to anyone who cares.
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I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse tv evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
-Savage Garden-

Gojira - Remixes of Violence

Track Listing:
1. Gojira - DIES
2. Gojira (Josh's Mix) - GiraffeInMyThroat
3. Gojira (Stick Mix) - clayton
4. Gojira - Josherislegend
5. Gojira's Hand (Sexytime Remix) - JeremySexytime
6. DEAD - Josh_Dead
7. Gojira [Messy Mix] - CJtheSloth
8. GojiraGo! - rawADAMkills

Click the image to download.