Tell me...

What should  do to get myself out of the "mode" I'm in?

"Mode"=procrastination.

Dear [X],

How dare you come at me like that!
I've done nothing but try to be decent to you.
But you ditched me in favor of my best friend
And you have never cared for my well-being.
You are a deceitful little bitch.

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Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a drink of cherry cola

I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And if it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to

Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I would die to find out

I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for
But a look, and then a smell of perfume
It's like I'm down on the floor
And I don't know what I'm in for

Conversation has a time and place
In the interaction of a lover and a mate,
But the time of talking, using symbols, using words
Can be likened to a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat

Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I would die to find out

Oooooh yeah, oooh yeah

Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a drink of cherry cola

I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And if it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want you

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I would die to find out

So can we find out?

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I would die to find out

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out (I'd die to find out)
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you (ooh can we find out)
But, ooh I'd die to find out

Long Nights

I have the worst sleep schedule of my entire life at this point in time. I am just preparing to lay down. I have to be up by 9 or so.

I think it's because I like being able to be social with people during the day, but I also really enjoy alone time. I've never enjoyed alone time... What the hell?

One positive ramification is that I get to catch up on The Office. I've heard there's a lot going on in the storyline and I don't want to be behind on the times.

I really like my girlfriend. Like... A LOT. I think it's because I'm super stoked about it but she keeps me level-headed about things as well. When you read this, I want you to know how great I think you are.

Sleepless nights breed nonsense.

Go to sleep, CJ!

Ugh... My goodness! This project takes more energy out of you than you would expect. Learning all kinds of codes and everything just for something so unimportant to most people... I'm not getting paid, so a lot of people think I'm wasting my time.

Maybe one day it will look good on a resume... Also personal experiences/memories, FTW!

SG is going to be the death of me.

I will soon be off to shoot photos that make me uncomfortable.

Cool!

The answer is No

Who is She? Is She the Dark Side of the Moon?

I always wondered if He was there all alone.

But now, She has become the Dream I seek,

Evasion and Bliss have become One.

Say "She's the One" and Give Her away to me.

I fail to see the validity in Her objection.